I have meeting at the artspace today to trial hang one of my ink scrolls for the show that opens on the 20th. We need to see how they will react to the surface. The scrolls are wider than the support structure where I'd like them to be displayed and I'd like to know whether they'd curl in at the edges.

I've had 5 hours of pill induced sleep in the last 48hours so I probably shouldn't be climbing ladders.

I hope I don't cry. . .that would make me look really bad.

"Hi thanks for this amazing opportunity, Oh and by the way my world is falling apart right now. . .yeah go figure, just when I got my big break. . .don't mind me if I come across as a total nutcase. . .no really you haven't made an error of judgement by offering me this. . ."

I hope the stoic mask I can put on myself will come across as determination rather than nonchalant.

L